THE CHANGE

What is this happening to me?

I am no longer able to clearly see

I used to be able to see through u

I used to be able to thoroughly read u

Now when I try to look

Emptiness is all I can hook

When I try to search through your eyes

A violent storm I see over the high-rise

With such fury it replies

The raging storm causes my boat to capsize

The icy coldness of your stare chills me to the bone

Makes me realize of how I really am…….alone

Everything is suddenly wrong between u and I

Feels like a bird with its wings cut off so it cannot fly

I used to think that u were all I would ever need

I never doubted once that we would not succeed

I see how WE have become now

Distant superficial and shallow somehow

U said I was the boon and u were the curse

I believe that in fact, it is the reverse

The ‘sparks’ between us no longer glowing

The everlasting love no longer flowing

What is this change u ask?

Behold the face behind my mask

Unbearable and untrue

Its ugliness you cannot undo.

Don’t blame yourself for what is done

Coz what you knew of me was only a fraction

U deceived yourself by calling me a boon

There is a darker side to this moon

Never too late it is I say

A better man u will find one day

Do not fret for what was not yours

God will open for you more doors

Open any one and it will spell happiness

As for me

Just let me be

Along with time the wounds will heal

I have always known……for me

Something’s in life are never meant to be

Believe it or not…

The only thing you will have to change….is me!!!