INVISBLE

The reflection of the setting sun

In the stillness of the pond

The peacefulness of the surroundings

A reminder of the ever elusive happiness and love

Sitting by the shore on a rock

I think of the past

And wat is lost

And i wonder what went wrong

I kept thinking all the while that love was my ally

Blinded by love

I couldn’t see I was living one big lie

Now all that remains is the reflection of the setting sun

In the stillness of the pond

Memories…a mixture of sorrows and joy

The joys remind me of dewdrops,

That disappears at the first rays of the morning light

Making it all seem like an illusion that was never right

The thoughts reminding me of the past

Similar to the dewdrops, an illusion it was

with every single thought the pain came soaring back

Like the devils’ spawn

from the depths of  hell it was sent back

ignored by people around me

taken for granted by people around me

never was I noticed by anyone before you

never will I be noticed by anyone after you

the path I have chosen since that time

To be isolated for the rest of my lifetime

For long since then, as time flew by,

The feeling of being estranged sank deep inside

So deep it had sunk that

I now feel alienated from the world outside

Neglected and alone

the feeling of loneliness now in my bones

who do I blame other than me

for what ive now become because of thee

Depressed and lost in my own world

I wander aimlessly awaiting for a path to unfold

The darkness seemed endless

With no way out of this nothingness

Realization then dawned upon me

That something’s in life are never meant to be

It was too late to turn back now

And undo the past somehow

With only the emptiness left inside to explore

I dint know who or what I was anymore

Looking into the stillness of the pond now I only see

My own reflection disappearing away from me

Day by day I blend into the eternal blue

Becoming Invisible to you....

...Invisible to the world....around you!!!

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