Wednesday, May 28, 2008

QUOTE

"....If death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change costume and come back as a new character...Would you slow down? Or speed up?...."

a poem about dreams

Heres a lil poem i wrote about dreams:

 

Dreams are as real as they seem

But only from the minds eye they can be seen

Dreams as such are without cause...

Supposedly a replay of something that was...

Dreams that make you fly

Dreams that make you cry

Dreams of cars

Dreams of wars

Dreams of anything from bars to bazaars

Dreams that make a poor man rich

Dreams where a rich man sees his money go down a ditch

Dreams that make you twitch and itch

Dreams of being magical like a wizard or a witch

Dreams that make an old man feel young

Dreams of being somewhere where you don’t belong

Dreams that are right and dreams that are wrong

Dreams of poetry and melodious songs

Dreams of the endless skies that make u feel so free

Dreams about the depths of hell where you wouldn’t want to be

Dreams that make u feel down and depressed

Dreams that bring out memories that have been repressed

Dreams that fill your heart with joy and glee

Dreams that make you jump out and scream

Dreams that let the dumb talk

Dreams that let the lame walk

Dreams that even let the blind see

A world of wonder that is beyond reach

Dreams of torture and pain and all illness that can befall

Dreams of being locked behind a stonewall

Dreams of unrequited love...fulfilled

Dreams where you might end up getting killed

Dreams that bring the dead back to life

Dreams of dark forests and wildlife

Dreams that make u win and succeed

Dreams that show u failure and what you might yield

Dreams are big...dreams are small

Dreams are like taking a big fall

Into the emptiness of a black hole

That has unknown control over your very soul

So many of these so called dreams

But what dreams are really made of...

Will remain a mystery it seems!!

 

:o)

DREAMS

Have you ever wondered wat dreams are?.....well i have....and i am still perplexed at the complexity of dreams....what are dreams made of...well the dictionary definition of dreams is this:  Dreams are the images, thoughts and feelings experienced while asleep, particularly strongly associated with rapid eye movement sleep. The contents and biological purposes of dreams are not fully understood, though they have been a topic of speculation and interest throughout recorded history.

Come to think of it......do animals dream as we people do?... one research that was done in a renowned university in America concluded after experimenting on a rat...that they do dream....and they were also able to determine a certain pattern of the neurons that were later interpreted as what kind of dream it was....sumthing about it running round in circles in a maze.... (not sure exactly)....but...y does a rat dream?...the team answered by saying.. ”probably to re-live and learn from experience”......Is this why people dream?.....then why are there times when we don’t remember what we dreamed?...is it because we failed to do wat we dreamed?....sometimes from the dreams we remember...we can recall a few things that never happened.....then what does “reliving and learning from the experience” mean here........

Sigmund Freud called dreams the "royal road to the unconscious". By this, he meant that dreams illustrate the "logic" of the unconscious mind.....Freud till this very day is considered the greatest psychoanalysts who ever lived....however...over time Freud abandoned his theory about the unconscious and replaced it with the concept of Ego.....

We normally see and read about people being haunted by dreams....i take bruce wayne a.k.a. BATMAN as an example (i just HAD to mention this)....every night he dreamt of the night his parents got shot...and this tortured him soo bad that he decided he would stand up against such crimes and make sure such a thing never happens ever again.....

People dream of many things.....it is said that one needs to dream to succeed....(this doesn’t mean that we need to sleep)...... great people are known to have dreams...like Mahathma Gandhi.....Hitler...Henry Ford....Nelson Mandela....Abraham Lincoln.....Isaac Newton....Albert Einstein....to name a few of the gazillion of great people....[including me of course]...they had a dream....to achieve something...this was a goal...so lets not mistake it with the dream we are talking of.... :O)

Its kinda wierd don’t you think... that you fall asleep....and ure mind subconsciously takes control of your body......Why does this happen?....Why do we have a particular dream at any given time?....Why don’t we remember all of our dreams....there are times when we wake up and think....”I just slept....what happened to the night??”....ever wondered wat actually happens??..... one of the most normal things that happens to every person....and we have no scientific explanation in this modern age.....state of the art equipment.....tools...cameras....but not one can show us our dreams...... none to tell us why...how...where and when...

Monday, May 26, 2008

For you...MY LOVE.... @-'--,--


All my life ive been alone
thriving in the lonliness of my mind
emptiness of my soul.
living in darness completely out of sight.
no one to talk to no one i could say was mine.
Until along came this beautiful angel
innocent and pure with a heart of gold
under a cover she always wore
to make ppl believe i knw not y
i fell in love with this angel at first sight
to talk to her i went with courage and might
and confessed my love to this beauty
and she said YES and i felt free
from the lonliness that had engulfed me.
like a rose among thorns she grew in my heart
thinking the same with her when i was not.
Then she dissapeared leaving me alone
into the darkness i fell, the never ending blackhole
Years have passed since tht time
thinking of it reminds me of a mime
better left unspoken in the dark of my mind.
buried in my heart she became my past
the hurt from which i couldnt recover very fast
slowly i healed from a cut so deep
sumtimes it used to haunt me in my sleep

Then i saw u after all this while
looking more beautiful than when i remember
i wanted to be away from u by more than a mile
coz i was afraid the feeling would revive.
months from then now i think
how time passes by in just a blink
but in this time weve grown so close
like nothing was there inbetween to oppose
all that time i was trying to keep
my distance from you so as to speak
until u asked me if i still loved u
and it was then that i unfolded before u
once u love u have loved i said
you can remove from ure mind but never from ure heart i said
i remember u telling me that love was a waste of time
and to that feeling u still did not sublime
u had dug my deepest grave and unleashed in me
the love i had for u that had grown within
everything u said everything u did
was an act of friendship i made myself believe
so wen u confessed on december twenty six
a conflict arose inside me and i was in a fix
i dint know wat i was to do
coz i was not in a state to judge ure love true
i hurt u then by laughing on ure face
must have felt like the blow of a mace
over the battle inside me
i led my heart to victory
i was told wat i was doing was wrong
if it was i wouldnt be writing this song

3months have gone since we have become one
3months time..surely wasnt a short one
it feels like we were meant to be
for ever and ever as i can see
only to tell u this i write this song
im sorry but its become very long
im not a poet to make this sound like a song
but all i tried is to express wat i felt all along.
in our picture tht i often see
taken in mocha of u and me
reminds me of a fairy tale i so often speak
im sure u knw its called beauty and the beast
u the beauty and me the ugly beast.
the hapiness u see shows in the glow
wish i could relive it all and tht too slow
finally i think i will end this song
by telling u the only thing in my heart all along
u lite up my day...u lite up my life...
and without u there would be no sunshine...
only the darkness will remain in this life of mine...
i think ofu...i dream of u
i dream of going away with u 
only to wake up and realize where i am..
all those nights i dint let u sleep
and u said it was u who dint let me sleep
i do lose my sleep but thts the best part
coz spendin time listenin to u hapiness fills my heart
im sure u can see the effect u are having on me
mad and crazy and insane about thee.
all the times i hurt you i want u to know
i hurt myself even more for doing so
ure the love of my life that i have found
and i want this to go on forever and beyond
only one thing is left to say to u 
sumthing that u share with me too
u completely fill my heart and my soul 
and ure more beautiful than ud ever know
even if i die i would say to the devil
that I LOVE YOU...always have and always will

FINALLY.....BAAK!!!!.........after a looooooong wait.!!!!

Finally....after a long long wait....The GR8 ONE has come back to the caricatures playground....his very own blog.!!! :o)
where was I? what was I upto?..blah blah blah.....will be coming soon....

im going to re-start blogging...by posting a lil poem...a very special one....

....its called "for you - my love" written by urs truly...ME!!!!
(im good aint I)

:o)