For you...MY LOVE.... @-'--,--

All my life ive been alone

thriving in the lonliness of my mind

emptiness of my soul.

living in darness completely out of sight.

no one to talk to no one i could say was mine.

Until along came this beautiful angel

innocent and pure with a heart of gold

under a cover she always wore

to make ppl believe i knw not y

i fell in love with this angel at first sight

to talk to her i went with courage and might

and confessed my love to this beauty

and she said YES and i felt free

from the lonliness that had engulfed me.

like a rose among thorns she grew in my heart

thinking the same with her when i was not.

Then she dissapeared leaving me alone

into the darkness i fell, the never ending blackhole

Years have passed since tht time

thinking of it reminds me of a mime

better left unspoken in the dark of my mind.

buried in my heart she became my past

the hurt from which i couldnt recover very fast

slowly i healed from a cut so deep

sumtimes it used to haunt me in my sleep

Then i saw u after all this while

looking more beautiful than when i remember

i wanted to be away from u by more than a mile

coz i was afraid the feeling would revive.

months from then now i think

how time passes by in just a blink

but in this time weve grown so close

like nothing was there inbetween to oppose

all that time i was trying to keep

my distance from you so as to speak

until u asked me if i still loved u

and it was then that i unfolded before u

once u love u have loved i said

you can remove from ure mind but never from ure heart i said

i remember u telling me that love was a waste of time

and to that feeling u still did not sublime

u had dug my deepest grave and unleashed in me

the love i had for u that had grown within

everything u said everything u did

was an act of friendship i made myself believe

so wen u confessed on december twenty six

a conflict arose inside me and i was in a fix

i dint know wat i was to do

coz i was not in a state to judge ure love true

i hurt u then by laughing on ure face

must have felt like the blow of a mace

over the battle inside me

i led my heart to victory

i was told wat i was doing was wrong

if it was i wouldnt be writing this song

3months have gone since we have become one

3months time..surely wasnt a short one

it feels like we were meant to be

for ever and ever as i can see

only to tell u this i write this song

im sorry but its become very long

im not a poet to make this sound like a song

but all i tried is to express wat i felt all along.

in our picture tht i often see

taken in mocha of u and me

reminds me of a fairy tale i so often speak

im sure u knw its called beauty and the beast

u the beauty and me the ugly beast.

the hapiness u see shows in the glow

wish i could relive it all and tht too slow

finally i think i will end this song

by telling u the only thing in my heart all along

u lite up my day...u lite up my life...

and without u there would be no sunshine...

only the darkness will remain in this life of mine...

i think ofu...i dream of u

i dream of going away with u 

only to wake up and realize where i am..

all those nights i dint let u sleep

and u said it was u who dint let me sleep

i do lose my sleep but thts the best part

coz spendin time listenin to u hapiness fills my heart

im sure u can see the effect u are having on me

mad and crazy and insane about thee.

all the times i hurt you i want u to know

i hurt myself even more for doing so

ure the love of my life that i have found

and i want this to go on forever and beyond

only one thing is left to say to u 

sumthing that u share with me too

u completely fill my heart and my soul 

and ure more beautiful than ud ever know

even if i die i would say to the devil

that I LOVE YOU...always have and always will