just yesterday you said
that you dint want me to go
something in my head
says today it is not so
what is this happening to me?
why cant i just let things be
its not that easy to change the way i am…
Trying to stop thinking in my head
Feels like the waves banging on a river bed
i cannot help the way i think about you
i dont want to expect things out of you
i dont want you to blame yourself for this
look behind and the culprit you wont miss..
i have to learn to accept the way you are
or it will destroy watever that got us this far
all this might be irrelevant but i just want you to know
i dont know why...but.....
i fell lost and alone....
